Sunday, March 12, 2017
Thursday, February 16, 2017
I The Digger
I The Digger
I know I am immature
Yet I know I will find it
In the denied
In the forgotten
In the shamed
In the beaten and browbeaten
A slavishly self imposed prison
In each of you
Everywhere I aim
My special powers see
Telltale signs of
Complication
Making so obvious
Your trigger-prison
In seemingly empty fields
Minute quarks of jailed
Potential dash in and out
Of existence...
You inadvertently show me
Where the hidy-holes wait
All my dogged hunting
Senses dive and dig
My big nostrils notice
One pheromone
My big eyes notice
One cheek tick
My big ears notice
One stifled syllable
All of my own reenergized
Slavish joining dives down
You will not see my maniac digging
Tail wagging with certainty anticipating
The base dirt of your discontent
Flying between my back legs
Yet you may notice that hole
With your vulnerable dirt flying out
And your rising bile
There... I The Digger have
Inevitably found your mood
Bites yours
Thursday, February 9, 2017
You Might Find Irony
You Might Find Irony
01-31-17 For Mothers, Sisters
and Constance
When you appear to be mourning.
I notice
My never finished sadness
My uncomfortable impulse jerks
To finally fix your mourning
I move huge rocks unnecessarily
In name of your mother and your sisters
I fill infinite wall cracks
To make an unavoidable
Thing-symbol of love
Then
When I am in my senses
My feeling remains sadness
There is nothing for it
But to have it as I move about... until
My fanatical focus simply... inevitably
Moves on
Later I may notice the irony
The rocks will be a feigning garden
The filled cracks will be ephemeral
But if I distract my fantasy
Of fixing you
With risky work
And then
I manage to avoid wounding myself
In my sad little dance
You might find irony in that
Saturday, January 14, 2017
Truth Comes
Truth comes to my head
From my ears eyes
And extremities
Every organ and my own skin
Not through
Yours
From my ears eyes
And extremities
Every organ and my own skin
Not through
Yours
Monday, August 22, 2016
The Hot Clay Of Stars
I do not have the math
To say
I understand the sub-microscopic
Or the expanding macroscopic
Or the sand
To say
I understand the before
Or the after
I am no religionist
And I am full of unknowns
Going as far back and forward
As may be
I keep faith with many dogs and humans
Having known many good souls
Cats are a puzzle not to mention lizards and spiders
Evil appears to be at work within and among us
The space between us
Between atoms
Within atoms
Interests me
We play together in these expanding spheres
Creating ecstatic musics
And disastrous complexities
In mindless competition and boundless love
We each fervently choose
To believe what we will until
One day we face again
The hot clay of stars
Brave fragile beings every one
To say
I understand the sub-microscopic
Or the expanding macroscopic
Or the sand
To say
I understand the before
Or the after
I am no religionist
And I am full of unknowns
Going as far back and forward
As may be
I keep faith with many dogs and humans
Having known many good souls
Cats are a puzzle not to mention lizards and spiders
Evil appears to be at work within and among us
The space between us
Between atoms
Within atoms
Interests me
We play together in these expanding spheres
Creating ecstatic musics
And disastrous complexities
In mindless competition and boundless love
We each fervently choose
To believe what we will until
One day we face again
The hot clay of stars
Brave fragile beings every one
Friday, April 1, 2016
Too Late
We float
Above a
field
Seeming
empty
We label
normal
The empty
underneath
Some are always
speculating fantastically
Apocalyptically
Numbingly for
gain
While innocent
despite great effort
Simpler listeners
toil more urgent-quiet
Knowing chance
is always birthing monsters
From this
field seeming empty
Ancient seething
pestilential dread
Permits all
Meets no
devouring corpuscles or savior birds
Too Late
Spreads
invisibly inaudibly
Detonating compounding
exponents
Banging Out
in self surpassing shock
This field
seeming empty
Now waves
of burning breathless devouring sky
Noticed
briefly
Tuesday, March 15, 2016
INTENTIONS
INTENTIONS
Will I
Listen to
Large loaded magazine
Impulse thought repeaters?
My choice to impulse
Forgetting who I may be
Perceives
nothing
Forgets
all
The
intentional
Annihilated
by the inadvertent
One
generation inviting another
To forget
My generation and decade and instant of
Justice
Depends on momentous physical choices
Only
flesh can prove
Stopping
at Stop
Stopping
at Perhaps
Going only
with Go
Now I may accept all consequence
My deepest physical echoing cavern
Will speak next
Nothing but Truths
Will I
listen self-honestly
Hearing
Agonies,
rages, tendernesses
Abandoned
for an age
No longer
Only
Intending?